I hate ulcerative colitis!!!!!

I really really do!!! Chris is in his 2nd flare...and it's almost as scary as the first one. I didn't think I would ever seem him like this again. It's scares me so much. I'm trying to stay positive and not let this disease win. The humira quit working, so the GI is trying to find the right medication for him. But everything takes forever to get approved from insurance and forever to get approved for help and everything is so expensive. This disease is so different for each person....what works for one won't work for the other. We are trying a stricter diet and getting supplements...anything to help Chris. He has lost about 25lbs and he is at his lowest.

I'm so scared for him!!!

13 weeks!

How far along: 13 weeks and 1 day! 6 more days of 1st trimester! woot woot!!
Weight gain: I haven't weighed myself in weeks...so I don't know. After vacation probably a lot! eek!
Maternity clothes: maternity pants are pretty comfy, just pulled some out today. I can fit my pants...just a little tight.
Sleep: Pretty well, wake up just about once to pee!
Best moment of the month: I got to quit taking progesterone!!! :)
Worst: Being away from hubby for 8 days while he is in this flare. It's so hard.l
Miss anything: just having lots of energy, but feeling pretty good right now.
Cravings: frosted flakes for weeks....finally bought some today and they weren't what I imagined!
Queasy/Sick: It's all gone!! Happy dance. I just get dizzy sometimes and headaches.
Looking forward to: Being done with 1st trimester and doctor appointment on the 30th!