Rainbow Sprout!

Oh such a sweet happy day!

I went to my first doctor appointment this week. I was meeting with a new doctor so a little nervous! The doctor was great and we talked about everything. I truly feel like he cares. He wanted to do an ultrasound, and I really wasn't up for it since what happened with our MC in June. We didn't see anything at 5 weeks. But we did. 

And we saw a sac and a yolk!! My itty bitty tiny rainbow sprout! 

I go back in two weeks to hopefully hear that beautiful sound of the heart beat!

Grow little sprout!

To my little love...

To my little love Owen,

oh little boy one day you will realize how much I love you. You bring so much love, joy, and smiles to my life everyday. I never thought being a mommy would be so hard and oh so much fun. You've taught me what love is all about and patience too. But just show me your cute smile and you melt my heart. I waited so long for you...You were worth everything. I can't imagine my life without you. You make Daddy and I so very happy. Little boy, oh I love you. I love spending everyday with you...watching countless episodes of Clifford and paw patrol, make oh so many messes with our art projects, and getting dirty in the sandbox. You teach me patience...when you throw epic tantrums, throw your food all over the floor, or bite me. You are our wild child! :)

oh little boy, I love you so much. 

Love, 

Mommy

Our Annoucement...

Most people wait 12 weeks to share their news, mostly for the reason in case something happens...but I've already been there a few times, and want to share my news early...I just found out this week...I'M PREGNANT!!

But the biggest reason I’m telling is because there is a little life in me I want to celebrate. I know things can go wrong I've been there five times already, but I don’t want to be afraid of this pregnancy because of that. I want to rejoice in it. I want people to know and pray for me and our family. I want to come on here and say I’m having a rough day, or I craved some pickles and everyone know why. I want to remember every moment of this pregnancy – regardless of how it all goes.

I tell myself, “Today I am pregnant. And I am thankful.” I am. That is my motto.. I am pregnant. I am thankful. And I’m choosing to share it with all of you.

This baby deep inside of me, ever so small, is a child of God. A child that God gave to me to take care of whether for a day or for years. That care began at conception. Whether he or she lives or dies each day I am with him or her is a gift and has a purpose with eternal consequences. My baby is now a part of my life, my testimony.

I need an army of prayer warriors praying for my new baby. I need prayers for me that I can have a clear mind and not be in constant worry or fear.

We already love this little one so much! Please keep us in your prayer