Chris and I have decided that we are going to try for the next year to get our little rainbow sprout. We have a new challenge: Some of the medications Chris is on causes low sperm count! That's our new battle. We get pregnant very easily...that's our problem and I for some reason can't carry them. Ahhh I feel like I have issues!! But I'm going to have HOPE that we can do this! I know my family is not done. I know that I will have more children. My family is not done.

If we can't do it in the next year...then we will start the adoption process.

Prayers please! :)

Looking up...

The last week has been not so easy. I have to take progesterone right after I ovulate, which causes me to be dizzy. Then I start testing as soon as I can. I've gotten positives about a week after ovulation. I have to up my dosage of progesterone when I get a positive. It's all just so frustrating. I don't want to have to keep so close tabs on this. I start testing...and then I think I see something on Thursday...but you have to hold it up and study it a million times a day. I take test everyday and it's just not a fun game to play. My boobs get sore and I'm having cramping but no period...and if there is any line it's not getting darker...and I'm ready for this aunt flow to get here.

I want to have more children more than anything...but I can't let this control my life. I hate this part.

the dreaded two week wait!!!

Chris and I decided to ttc this go around because so many people have successful pregnancies after having a hsg done. If it doesn't happen this go around we are going to wait till summer. We should know this week. I hate the wait. I also have to start progesterone as soon as I ovulate. It makes me super dizzy. I just really want to carry a little one for nine months.