Time has really slowed down. It's been a little over six weeks since we said good-bye to sprout. It feels like it's been months. So much has changed over the last couple of months. Life is different.
We have known for a month and a week that Chris has ulcerative colitis. I didn't even know what that was two months ago. I didn't know how much life would change two months ago. Chris has had a lot of low points over the last few weeks, but he is getting better. I hate that I can't fix this. I've had to learn to be more patient, loving, and to take each day...sometimes hour at a time. We struggle with how to deal with this and how we see things...but it's getting better. The side effects from the medicine are hard. Sometimes Chris is great, other times he's crying, other times he's mad at the world. We are learning how to deal. We can beat this colitis. We have each other and Owen. Family is really all that matters.
I think of my angels a lot. I know they are watching over us.
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