The last week has been not so easy. I have to take progesterone right after I ovulate, which causes me to be dizzy. Then I start testing as soon as I can. I've gotten positives about a week after ovulation. I have to up my dosage of progesterone when I get a positive. It's all just so frustrating. I don't want to have to keep so close tabs on this. I start testing...and then I think I see something on Thursday...but you have to hold it up and study it a million times a day. I take test everyday and it's just not a fun game to play. My boobs get sore and I'm having cramping but no period...and if there is any line it's not getting darker...and I'm ready for this aunt flow to get here.

I want to have more children more than anything...but I can't let this control my life. I hate this part.