I've been feeling very overwhelmed and stressed here lately. Some days I don't know if I can keep doing this. Others days I feel pumped and postive and we can handle the world. I know that I love Chris more than anyone and I will keep fighting for his better days. I truly believe that we will get there. It's truly not going to be in my timing. I really can't believe that here we are six months later. I hate hat hate ulcerative colitis. I wish I could punch, kick, scream and kill it. It has truly tried to destroy us. I cannot let it control us. There is so much more than uc. I have to put trust, faith, hope in my Heavenly Father. It's really hard right because I feel like he is not listening.
We will win.
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