38 weeks and 5 days!!!

I can't believe I'm almost to the end!!! This pregnancy has really flown by...I'm sitting her all alone...Chris in Houston and Owen sleeping. I'm 4 cm dilated...crazy! Every day something is going on, but nothing is stopping this baby. I've been running around taking care of everybody...and now it's almost time for Cooper to be here. ahhhh freaking out just a little. Last time I was so worried about delivery. I haven't really had time to think about it. But it's about to happen. I'm about to give birth!! I so wish that Chris could be there, but I'm thankful he will be at home and able to meet Cooper. I've been battling if I was ready for him to be here or not...I think he will bring so much love to this home. We've wanted him for so long!! I love this little one so much. There's just so much going on...I feel like I won't be able to be the mommy he needs. I hope that I can be super woman and be there for all this boys. It's going to be hard, but I really can't wait to meet him. I'm ready to see Owen be the best big brother. I can't wait to see Chris hold him...I think it will help him so much. I don't know how the next year will be, but I just have to do it. I know it will be hard...but with have this miracle coming really really soon. Cooper, we are so ready for you and love you so much!