My body still thinks I'm pregnant....it's torture!

I'm having morning sickness, dizzy, tired, having to pee in the middle of the night...it's a cruel joke. I'm just waiting to miscarry my baby. I'm walking around with my baby that's no longer alive...it's not right.

Sorry today hasn't been a good day. I'm trying my best to do what I need to do during the day. Owen is probably watching way too much television. Sometimes I can't get out of bed.

I'm still in shock.

I still have a little hope that maybe the doctor is wrong...but I know it's not true.

I'm just ready to be done with this pregnancy.