Yesterday I headed to my doctor on a cold rainy windy day to talk about genetic testing. I felt nervous and a little scared, and a little broken with a little hope that we can get some answers. I did some basic testing after my second miscarriage and everything came back normal. I really really like my new doctor and trust him completely. I did blood work yesterday and today the dreaded hsg.
He told me a little bit about it, but not into details. I asked my fb family and googled it and got a little scared and nervous. I took my mom along so I could have some support. I hate that I have to go through all of this and just wish I could have babies easily. I never thought I would be here.
We had to wait for over an hour...the cold hospital. The nurses were nice and explained everything that was going to happen. It was all a little bit uncomfortable and I felt exposed to the whole world. the worse part was feeling the dye move up me. It was really bad cramps moving up my body. It was just about a 15 minute procedure and was happy to have it done. They said my insides looked beautiful, but I will get the rest of the results on Monday.
I hope to get some answers. I want more than anything to have house full of kids. I love being a mother.
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